thoughts

you're not the same, so it should be easier to get over you, right?

yeah, well, it isn't.
i never wanted to throw away everything we had.
i still don't.
i don't think you do either. but i don't know for sure.
i still want to be in your life and me be in yours but it seems that it just can't be that way right now for a lot of reasons, i guess.
reasons that i don't even know, or quite understand.
but i miss you.
i still have feelings for you.

i probably always will.
and, i just, i kinda hope that you do too.
even though i am "hard to talk to" and stuff.that sucked to hear. after all we have been through, and i'm not easy to talk to? you loved me, or still do somehow, maybe not.

well, this is me, and what i have to offer.
there it is.

those are all of my feelings. and i miss you. or the old you?

hm.
this hasn't and won't be easy for me.