you don't know

how much you broke me.

i've just been wondering why it is, that i still care, and why i still miss you?
really, why?
what have you done good for me?
sure, we had a great time, to me, that's how i view it at least..and i really miss it but you choose to let it all go?

it doesn't help that i keep dreaming about you.
you coming back.

half of me really wishes that i didn't care at all so when i saw things, it wouldn't hurt.

the other half of me has no choice.