i've been hurting..

i've been trying to ignore it all.
but i can't.
nothing will go away, my thoughts of you won't go away.
and it isn't that i want them to, oh i really don't, i just want to feel like you.
i know this is easier for you than i.
i hope you miss me.
because i miss you, a whole lot.


i'm tired of being sad, it isn't fair
i wish none of this ever happened.
if it was up to me..we would still be together.
i'm still in love with you.

i hope you come around, and talk to me sometime soon..because its taking every thing in me right now to not talk to you.
everything.

you said i am perfect for you.
you wish i could have come along later in life.
well maybe i still will, and maybe then you will still love me, and i'll still love you.

i hope i don't sound pathetic, but i probably do. this is my only way of getting everything out without ever directly talking to you.
you probably don't really read this.

i miss you. i hope you miss me too..