yeah..

i dunno anymore.
i know that you still care i just really wish you had some more respect for me.
and i have to hear all of this crap later from other people that you did behind my back,
these things hurt.
really bad. and make me feel like you really don't give a poop about how i feel.
but you do.

i wish you could have regarded my feelings a bit too, rather than going ahead and moving on with someone else. talking to her.
that hurts too.
i don't know what you guys have done.
kissing, cuddling?
other things?
i don't know.
but it hurts.