eh, i dunno

i hate remembering this past summer, but i loved it at the same time.

it makes me mad, and sad, and happy.

there will probably be no other summer where i've felt so diversely emotional.

it just upsets me a lot when i remember it all, all the pain. the kind of pain you can feel everywhere in your body.

i'm really hoping that with time, it wont affect me as much. because at times like this it gets me all "bleh"

hmmm

on a good note i am getting a second job. score.
'night.