Tuesday, December 29, 2009

you don't even know how i feel

i think the reason why i feel like sometimes you don't really care is because of all the things i say that you ignore.

because you can never make plans with me.

because all you tell me to do is "take a chill pill"

and if you ever read this you would probably just get mad and turn it around on me.

you need to understand that i have feelings and they are still hurting from all the things you said.

when things like this happen between me and you, i don't know how to feel.
i don't know what to say to you. i dont want to make it worse. but i keep how im feeling inside for only me to know.

i know you only said things because you care...

but show that you care please.
i want more love.
i want attention.
i dont want to be ignored anymore.
i dont really care if that is selfish or not. its what i need.

maybe one day ill show you this.
maybe one day soon.

i love you.

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