i think there is a reason

that i worry so much about certain things,

when a familiar feeling comes back.

i worry that history will repeat itself.
i guess i should realize that that doesn't always happen.

i need to get out of here and leave someone alone
the reason being,
because i remember a while ago, when i really got on their nerves, and they told me that.
and i get really paranoid about it..
i hope that "they " reads this and realizes the real reason i feel the way that i do..

i think i might go somewhere with dani, because we are both very bored. and need out of our houses.