yeaaaaaaaaah
but i feel like i have alll of these ideas just no motivation, whats the matter with me?
there are inspiring people and things all around me, why am i not picking up on that entirely?
i know the inspirations there, but i am not acting.
i suppose i will figure it out
like we eventually all will
i'm happy to be happy. it makes me feel weird reading what i did write, but at least it is honest and true
