but today i was walking through the hall of my home high school by myself, and i had an epiphany.
that i am a senior.
i walked those halls only a few years ago, beginning a new chapter of my life that is almost over now.
i had never felt the big deal until then. until today.
i finally, fully, understand why people tell you to cherish it.
i am growing, every day. not physically( i'm done growing haha), but emotionally. i'm making a better me, i hope at least, every day. i'm trying.
i just feel like there is a lot on my plate all of the sudden.
i need to get my ssl hours done, i need to TRY to pass my ap lang class, i need to get projects done in digital, i need to create a portfolio, i need to make an effort and get my creativity working.
and i want to figure things out.
<3
i just want everything to be gooooooooood.
i really miss things sometimes,(most times) and i wonder if they will ever come back, and if they do come back, will it all be the same?
