one day

i really hope that things will be better for me

i honestly think i deserve it.
for things to be perfectly in balance

and for me to not continue being confused.

for things to be, clear.

just for once, i wish things could go the way i think they will go...

i don't think i ever really stopped loving you.

hey yoooouuuu..

i wish i knew what we were doing heh.

dear blogggggggg,





why is it always you?

trying to not read into things

there are so many things right now that are happening to me, that i don't understand.
please, someone. help.

gets me everytime.

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
And if you flash your heart, your heart
I won't deny it
I promise

I promise

Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up, are up
Too high to climb

I know it's hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won't mistreat it
I promise

I promise

Our love was lost
In the rubble are all the things
That you've, you've been dreaming of
Keep me in mind
When you're ready
I am here
To take you every time

you know what?

i think you were right a while back, when you said you were the fool. not me.
you are the one who gave up on someone who loved(loves) you. REALLY loves(loved) you.

for what?



still no answers. still no closure.