you might not know it

but sometimes you make me feel really stupid. like,why even bother?

anyways.
lately ive been having these weird thoughts like, it would be awesome if you could go back to all of the times when you were in the same room with someone you know now but didnt know then.

things like that..
and i keep thinking it.
i dont really know what to do with it.

i'm alive

and scared.


i want to have fun too.